Would you want to live your life again from its beginning? Some would say yes, for the chance to change it. But the fortunate, I believe, are those who would say yes because they would not want to change it, for it has been perfect enough, worth a second exact playing, revisiting moments they mentally rushed over the first time. Something Isak Dinesen wrote may help you decide:
An old lady sat in a party and talked of her life. She declared that she would like to live it all over again, and held this fact to prove that she had lived wisely. I thought: Yes her life has been the sort of life that should really be taken twice before you can say that you have had it. An arietta you can take da capo, but not a whole piece of music, – not a symphony and not a five-act tragedy either. If it is taken over again it is because it has not gone as it ought to have gone.
My life, I will not let you go except you bless me, but then I will let you go.
(Quoted from “I Will Not Let Thee Go Except Thou Bless Me,” from page 285 of Out of Africa, by Isak Dinesen, Modern Library Edition, 1992.)
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